Very funny...sorry I realized when I decided to post an update that I had absolutly nothing to say. Anyhow thak you for all your kind welcomes. Now I have some ideas. I guess I can start with who I define myself as I'm 20 years old and I guess until recently you could have defined me as the all American girl...Until recently. For whatever reason, I credit my boyfrend (Jedimike) with a lot of it, I began actually thinking about things more critically and now I'm struggling with a lot of my values and how to get what i want out of my life. It seems like everyone I ask tells me to not worry about my dreams right now and to just get a job to "Put food on the table" and worry about seeking out my passions later on in life. It can get very discourageing very quickly. Anyhow enough of my complaints for one day